有人对我说，你喜欢悲伤的歌，你的歌里都是眼泪。我说，是的。我是个悲伤的人。

因为我的悲伤，无法在感情中拒绝眼泪，而为情流过太多的泪水。我感觉泪珠流下一路的炙热，斗大一颗，瞬间就落在脸上，滚烫滚烫的。我无法抬头看黑暗中你的脸。你捧着我的脸，我只自顾自的低下头。

你说，看着我，看着我的眼睛。我只是摇头，可你执意要我看着你。

我看着你，听你对我说，你会找到比我更好的人。我知道你不愿意这样的持续着，可我理解你。眼眶尽是湿湿的。

我离开了。头也未回。

                                                                                                                                           －－记 杭州

I met a young guy three weeks ago I think, he is 2years younger than me, he is a French & American.

I think he likes me, but i never dated a younger since i have relationships, he just so young. I tried very kindly remind him that i am older than him and i use to dating some old guy, he doesn't care and he still keep seeing me. Anyway, I met him again in Bond 18 for fun, he has a friend visit him from London, so he shows him town and bar, of cause his friend is very nice, just there is some bad feeling around me like he always around his friend, chatting with my friends, but not me, i guess if i am too "hot"?

I finely got home, he is still there, i don't know. I like to take him home with me, i like to be more close to each other then i can start a new relationship which is nice, he choose stay with his friend.

OK, let's get sleep, show your more pictures tomorrow.